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Reality.

sometimes.. i feel like all of this is a dream.  That this is all just some horrible nightmare and i’ll wake up  and see her again.. 

i still can’t believe you’re gone.. i miss you so much and i don’t know how to go on without you..  i have never known anyone more selfless and who had so much unconditional love and so extremely forgiving.. i miss you so much.. please watch over us <3 and thank you for every thing you have ever done for me.  i love you..